In your 30s, you may be struck by an inescapable "boredom with life." You have a job. Life is functioning. You have more money and knowledge than when you were young. Yet, something feels dull.
Looking at your phone, eating good food, even on holidays—there's a lack of joy. Even when trying to start something new, you feel heavy. Life isn't falling apart. But the color is slowly fading from the scenery... that kind of feeling.
Every day moves forward, but only you seem stuck. This stagnation isn't just for people who haven't done anything.
When you finally overcome challenges after running toward goals, facing work and relationships seriously. Or when you feel your efforts were wasted. When the value of what you built believing it was right becomes unclear.
What had meaning yesterday turns gray. Nothing moves your heart. It's not that your spirit sinks; it feels like the world itself is sinking.
At times like these, I envy those who can relax well. They seem to slack off appropriately and recover appropriately. But I can't do that. The harder I ran, the bigger the recoil when I stopped.
I was also the type to burn out and become unable to move after overcoming something serious. At 37, my mental health collapsed, and I couldn't do anything for about half a year. After various failures, I finally understood something.
There are patterns to places and actions that allow you to recharge yourself.
Conversely, adding "fun" through shopping, SNS, infinite scrolling, or binge eating didn't work for me. It distracted me in the moment, but the same emptiness remained afterward. It was like turning up the heat on a burnt pan.
Emily Nagoski and Amelia Nagoski, authors of Burnout, distinguish between coping with external stressors and calming the body's stress response. Even when the problem ends, the body may still be reacting.
Your head says "it should be fine now," but your heart and body remain scorched. In such times, what I needed was to regain the sense of living carefully.
Today, I'll summarize 10 "mind-charging ideas" I've tried. What you choose can differ depending on whether you need rest or can go out a bit. Pick one that fits you now.
1. Walk Through a Large Bookstore from Top to Bottom
My most frequent activity is wandering through large bookstores. Tsutaya Books, Junkudo, Book First—it doesn't matter. Just go to a big bookstore.
I usually go to the top floor and walk down sequentially. Along the way, I pick up books that catch my eye. This is incredibly effective.
It helps articulate what interests me now, what I'm struggling with, and what I truly want to know, based on the books that catch my attention.
- "Ah, I react to this theme."
- "Actually, I wanted to try this."
- "This connects to my current worries."
Libraries are good too, but in large bookstores, you see societal interests through new releases and displays. Unlike following recommendations based on past browsing history, you can serendipitously encounter things outside your usual interests.
If there's a cafe attached, even better. Buy a book, read it in the cafe, observe people, and zone out. Air begins to flow gradually between you and the world.
2. Return to Being a "Beginner" with a New Hobby
When tired, you want to escape into familiar pleasures: games, videos, manga, usual hobbies. But strangely, you often can't get into them during those times. There were periods where repeating familiar enjoyments didn't shift my mood.
Once some energy returns, try starting something from zero. Pottery, bouldering, shogi, bonsai, golf driving range—anything works. Going from clumsy to slightly capable feels good.
A study tracking 166 workers over five weekdays found that days involving learning or challenging activities after work correlated with higher vitality the next morning. When thinking about rest, consider small progress time, not just doing nothing.
The key is being able to raise the white flag saying "I am a beginner."
In your 30s, you spend more time wearing the mask of "the competent one" at work and in relationships. That mask is convenient but oxygen-thin. A new hobby peels that mask off temporarily.
Being awkward is fine. Being corrected by a teacher is fine. Saying "Oh, I didn't know that" honestly is fine. Returning to being nobody helps loosen rigid daily routines.
3. Experience Solitude in an Unknown Town
This is another favorite option. Go to an unknown town. And wander aimlessly. No phone, no packed schedule, just walking.
When exhausted, merely being in a place where people know you can be tiring. The work self. The family self. The proper self. The self expected by others.
But in an unknown town, all those contexts disappear. Nobody knows you. Nobody expects anything. The town runs normally without you. That feeling is great.
Sit on a park bench, hold a canned coffee, watch children run around. Your outline fades, as if taking off the armor of roles.
You don't need to travel far. Just get off at a station you've never visited. A town where no one knows you wipes you clean once.
4. Try Full-On Degeneracy for One Day
Resting while feeling guilty. Playing while anxious. Watching videos while ToDos blink in the back of your mind. This makes rest just "pretending to rest."
So sometimes, fully degenerate. Sink into the sofa in loungewear. Watch irrelevant videos. Spend the day moving between bed and sofa. Decide beforehand: "Today, nothing needs to progress."
Serious people are bad at slacking. They blame themselves while lazy. That's not rest. It's overtime blaming yourself.
The earlier study showed psychological detachment from work at night correlates with morning fatigue. If your head keeps working even when your body leaves the office, it's hard to rest.
For me, properly slacking sometimes leads to "okay, enough." Wash your face, cook rice, realize the greatness of living normally.
Deciding it's just one day is to rest securely. Not to impose a quota of recovery by tomorrow morning.
5. Exercise Until Your Thoughts Stop
When your head is cluttered, trying to solve it with words alone usually leads to a swamp. Give decision-making power to your body instead.
Run. Swim. Climb. Lift heavy things. Walk until slightly breathless. "Body winning" here doesn't mean pushing to limits. It means using your body enough that breathing and foot sensations become clearer than internal monologue.
For me, sweating and moving legs pushes occupying information backward. Problems that seemed huge can be viewed from a distance on the way home.
When constantly thinking, thoughts become king. But humans don't live by brain alone. Muscles, breathing, posture, sleep—all affect daily condition.
Recover the "living body" before the "thinking me."
Recovery sometimes starts with calf fatigue rather than high-minded words. Rest if unwell. Short walks suffice if no exercise habit.
6. Do Housework and Cleaning Unusually Carefully
Plain but very effective. During stagnation, you want to change your life. Quit job. Move. Start new challenge. Find life answers.
But my triggers for rebuilding were closer. Washing dishes. Wiping floors. Folding laundry. Polishing sink. Cooking properly. Doing ordinary things earnestly.
Housework looks like chores. But hands-on effort changes what's visible. Dirty plates become clean, scattered floors become seen. Small counter-evidence to "nothing is progressing."
Mind scattered across future, anxiety, regret returns to immediate tasks. Especially helpful when room is messy, meals sloppy, life outlines gone.
Even if whole life can't be fixed, today's sink can be polished.
No need to organize entire room. Just sink today. Still, tangible sense of moving daily life with own hands remains.
7. Eat Obscure Dishes You've Never Tried
When mood is flat, meals tend to repeat. Same restaurant. Same menu. Same comfort. Fine, but for me, weekends feel like continuation of yesterday.
So deliberately eat obscure, unfamiliar dishes. Unreadable spice names. Unseen beans. Slightly scary colors. Unsmelled aromas. One bite: "What is this? Yum." That feeling is good.
Indian, Ethiopian, Georgian, unknown regional cuisines—any. It's travel inside your mouth.
When life feels boring, world becomes "continuation of known." Places, foods, sights, people all same. Unknown cuisine reminds via taste: "There are still unknown things."
Half might be regrettable. But even that regret is somewhat interesting.
8. Be Overwhelmed by Grand Things: Art, Space, Nature
Tired hearts sometimes move more with "overwhelm" than healing. See paintings you can't understand but can't look away from. Sit silent under planetarium's Earth-smallness. Go to sea, mountains, starry skies, giant architecture, deep forests.
Touch things effortlessly exceeding your understanding, work, responsibility scope. Psychology studies "AWE"—emotion when vast things exceed usual comprehension.
Study on elderly: 15-minute weekly walks for 8 weeks, prompted to notice grandeur/novelty, showed increased joy/compassion vs control. Not directly studying 30s stagnation, but hints how "what to look at" plus "how to direct gaze" matters.
Sea/stars adjust scale. Thinking "I'm tiny" feels quite good.
People suffer when too close to own problems. Work failures, relationships, numbers, future anxieties seem like everything. But facing immense things loosens grip on worries.
Grand things resize inflated worries to appropriate scale.
9. Cut Off Information for Half a Day
Common mistake during stagnation: "Adding more info to find answers." YouTube, X, news, podcasts, blogs, summaries, AI, know-how. Trying to rest, but head stays in meeting.
I also felt collecting info meant progress, but got more tired. Seeing others' correct answers repeatedly made me lose touch with own feelings.
So cut off. Half day suffices.
- Turn off notifications.
- Close SNS.
- Don't search, don't seek others' answers.
Initially bored. Open phone, find nothing, close again. But in silence, gradually notice own breathing, hunger, drowsiness, outdoor light, room air.
Eat properly. Sleep properly. Walk properly. Zone out properly. Ultimately, "living carefully" is crucial. Time to return to own senses, away from others' lives/answers.
10. Create Something With Own Hands, Without AI
Last, personally recommended. When lacking margin, want efficiency. But fast completion ≠ mind recharging.
Draw. Write. Compose music. Cook. Knit. Photograph. Assemble. Sometimes create from scratch with own hands/mind, no AI. Imperfect okay. Public sharing unnecessary. Evaluation unnecessary.
Key is standing up from "consumer seat" once.
Watching flowing content. Processing delivered items. Executing assigned roles. Continuation hides inner sparks. Creation searches for those sparks.
What to make? Which color? Keep this sentence? Small choices, results in hand. Clumsy, but finds "traces of what's inside me."
Shaky lines. Writing quirks. Salty failed dish. Warped pot rim. Imperfections tell: "Ah, I can still feel," "Still want to make something."
At least, that was me. Hence why I keep writing now.
First, Try Moving Heart Slightly
30s stagnation doesn't necessarily mean empty life. Days filled with work/info/roles may obscure what you find interesting.
No need for sudden life overhaul. Visit bookstore. Walk unknown town. Polish sink. Close phone. Make something. Recover one "kinda nice" time.
Slight shift in world perception lets people walk again. No rush.
※If inability to enjoy persists or impacts daily life, consult medical institutions rather than handling alone.
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Reference + Recommended Books AWE: The Transformative Power of Everyday Wonder by Dacher Keltner / Diamond Inc. Ethics of Boredom and Leisure by Koichiro Kokubun / Shinchosha
